Im absolutely terrified.?

Just stop, breath, and look at how many people have already offered you support in the past 11 minutes since you have asked this question. The fear is normal, but you are not alone. MILLIONS of people have gone through what you are going through, what you are about to go through, and where you are going. Including myself. The good news, is that no matter what happens, or how it goes, you are about to take the first step in living a life that is right for you. No matter how your family reacts, I promise your life will be better. This anxiety will go away, and you will become comfortable in the fact that you are gay. You can't hide yourself from the world, and it is not fair to hide deprive the man (or woman) who is waiting out there for you. Think of it this way, but you are not only helping yourself, but you are helping other gays who are out there and hiding in the closet thinking that they are the only one. You are extremely brave, and while you don't know me, I will be behind you in support. Not that your gonna need it, but GOOD LUCK!!